Pro Life

I breathed my last breath, for I knew this would be the end. Ripped & torn from the warmth of my mothers uterus, NEVER to return again. As she said "Go ahead doctor" I screamed NO! Stop. Then she touched her stomach, breathed & said I can't.. I can't.. I can't believe i'm going through with this. I've already dealt with the sickness of breeding one child why can't it be another? Stress, heartache, & depression all from one mistake. Cutting my skin so that I can cover the pain of being knocked up at the age of 14! Then I reply simply Mommy, i'm here. I'm here for you. We can make it together, pressed against her vagina like summer weather. She doesn't know yet, but I know we got that clinic type love. Where I cry but she doesn't care. I scream but she can't hear me. I smile & she knows that nothing is more important than me coming. Whether its through the dark, the light, the tears, the smiles. I am pain. I am death. I am a fighter. Shit, basically I AM Pro Life

VivaLaJiucy ~

First Impressions

Now if it isn't just another pretty girl. Ugh, just a typical girl. She has the long hair, the skin tone, the lips and the penetrating eyes. She's got the swag you kids express through clothes and the attitude that'll bring ANY many to there knees. Little did you know that she's also the crazy girl, the girl who will cut herself at the sight of him being with another girl. Little did you know, that she's the girl who suffers through so much all she can do is weep. Little did you know that she is the girl who laughs at her own mistakes. Little did you you know that she is loving, caring, and special but she doens't feel that way. Little did you know the girl you see is not who she is. She's much more than a pretty face. She's more than a girl self absorbed in her own thoughts to even notice someone is trying to get close to her. Little did you know she keeps to herself becuhs she's afraid of being scared. Little did you know she's only shy becuhs she's scared to open up becuhs she's afraid to be hurt. Little did you know she's NOT afraid of death. Little did you know she lies so she doesn't get into trouble. Little did you know that the girl you see in the picture is... Me.

VivaLaJiucy ~

Last Breath

Dreams come & go, but memories last forever. No we don't have any but it doesn't matter. Your love is as warm as a heater, baby no matter we in this together. Smiles come & go but hatred can last forever.. No need to have it when we got eachotha. Desperately crying out for your love when I sit alone with a razor in one hand & alcohol in the otha. I cut then pour burning away the feelings I have becuhs i'll never find you when I need you. Don't start now becuhs the feelings are only fading. Then again I love you. Through the tears & the pain, through the sunshine & rain baby i'll stay strong. I mean your the one who has seen the real me in some ways, from the talking to the fighting on that one day back then becuhs baby i'm yours & nothing changes the feelings I have for you deep inside my steel hearttt. Pain, happiness, love & deathh -- trust me i'll do anything to hear your last breath.

VivaLaJiucy ~

Misfit

This is just another story of a misfit, mistreated & misunderstood from the fighting of his lonely mind. Shiiit, from breaking things to fixing things to creating things if it's shattered why fix it? If its created why keep it? Nothing last forever except for the pain of the bleeding at the tip of the pen writing all your sorrows that never end. He might be loved while being beat down into a pool of lost dreams. Tears running from his face becuhs he can't find the right words to tell his story. If words are meant to express but they only lead to trouble, why speak? Shhhh.. Keep it to yourself for the words that are about to be spokennnnn bleed from your eyes, with one blink it's gone.. As I said before nothing truly last forever & that has proved itttt..

VivaLaJiucy ~